The BlackBerry Journals - 9.26.08

It is Friday night and I am board out of my mind. I almost feel like going to get coffee at Dunkin Donuts... However, that would mean I would have to figure out away to pay all of my bills. I am so bugged right now! I have a car insurance bill of $90 due at the end of the month and I can't even drive my car. I need to buy and replace the alternator (1988 Ford Escort), but an exchange is like $80 at Auto Zone (on Springfield Ave.) if I trade in the old one. I am sure I can do the work myself, but... It is just frustrating... I can either afford to pay my car insurance (NJ-ReInsurance) and have a car that will not run or I can have a car that runs but not have car insurance (NJ-ReInsurance)... It just does not make sense to me. My hope is in the Lord though (Jeremiah 17:7). Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all (Psalm 34:19). I have been young and I have been old, but I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their seed begging for bread (Psalm 37:25). Delight thyself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Trust in the Lord with all of your heart (Psalm 37:4)and lean not own understanding (Proverbs 3:5), in all your ways acknowledge him and he shall direct your path (Proverbs 3:6).